Sad & Moodless day~haiix....

10th of march, my Emo sickness came back again~ din talk the whole day, din eat...sitting there...jux sitting there....dream, nope...is heartbreak~ because chat wit someone, that i really care about, and she just dont freaking care~ telling her to take good care of herself, dont get hurt..."ooo, you like lo..." thats what she answer me...do she know~ i'm really really upset, careing someone but the person dun really care....this kind of hurting really hurts~ i dont blame her...maybe is because of me...maybe i am not the one she wan~ maybe...she not in the mood to listen, about the conversation....but can she think of me just for a second...i've been worrying bout her, because she will be attending "national service on 19th of march..." Fucking Goverment choose her! why! why wan choose my darling! choose me la! assholes! i reather be the one hurt and suffering, i dont wan her to be hurt~ i just hope that she really care bout me just for a second, i din ask for a minit just a second~ is enough aready~ haiix....